TIKUSZ'S world ((:

2010-03-30T20:22:00.000+08:00

frens ask me to be patience..

aidah ask me to keep silent n give silent treatment..

gosh..

for how long will this prolong..over a bloody stupid issue of my clothes

haiz..

why are u like this?..y now?.

why u kept behaving more &more different n accusing

all the time...

what happened to the "I TRUST U CHUBBY & I HOPE U TRUST ME TOO"

this is not u..

y are u suddenly feeling insecure?

y??...soo many qns none is answered.

mum say just give time..

brother said things like this bounds to happen..

elder brother said we just cnt stop fighting..every min we'll fight..

haiz!!!!

STRESS!!!

CONFUSE!!!!

i dunno lahss...

the only place i cn let out the feeling tat i've kept inside is here...

god knows how i feel..

ya allah.... tabahkn hati aku ini..berikan aku semangat tuk hadapi ujian dan dugaan ini..

amin!...

2010-03-29T18:28:00.000+08:00

sometimes really i dun get you..

u'll b the greatest bf fer a moment

then sudden u changed to the worst inconsiderate one..y?

every small thing i do its a issue for u

nothing is right

frm doing thing,to saying things,

to clothings,to who i go out with

all is not right to u..

y cnt u just understand

how i feel n stop being indecisive

soo freaking ridiculous..now its a issue bout me using sleeveless

is it soo wrong?!!!

i like feeling damn hot n sweating at simpang,

then wat?.expect me o use jacket..n make me sweat more?...

STUPID SIA!!!!

going for gathering with my frens also become an issue...

like that might as well i dun have any frens..

lock me up so tt i cnt go out or cnct with them or wat!!!

u'll be happier like tt wat!!!!!!

fucked up sia!!!!!!

who's been giving who face?!!!!

watever u do i've nvr make noise n i respect u!!but u?!!!!

ugrhhh!!!!

now he's saying that i keep on repeating things,he give me advice asking me not to do so yet i do the same thing,n wen u kept silent it became more worst n when he opened his mouth we will fight...

seriously lahss!!!its fucking stupid ok!!!!all bout me wearing sleevless....wtf!!!!!!!

AKU TENGAH KEPANASAN N BERPELUH!!!KAU TK PHM BAHASE PER!!!!!!!!!!

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2010-01-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i've updated my blog..

hmmm...

actually nth much to say but just been really busy with work and all..

trying to straighten up my rshp since there's been a huge space btwn us and we seldom get to meet nowadays..

i really want things to be the way it was but i dunno y its not happening..

instead more doubts n accusations ocured..

haiz

been really feeling down lately..i dunno uhss..

at times just feel like crying but still after all those tears are being shed,

the hurt,the pain.everything is still there..

haiz...

i really regret to be in this job..eversince im in it,me n him have been fighting..

i wish that i could rewind back time..i wish that we'll be ok soon...

i really love u khairul anwar bin ********* ............

please dun make me tis way..dun make me like a gal who is lacking of her hubby's love..

i'll nvr stop trying to please u...haiz..

i will never stop loving you

i will never stop thinkin abt you

i will never stop doing my best to win ur heart back..

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2009-11-20T18:46:00.002+08:00

been begging hubby to bring me to orchard central
n watch paranormal activity fer weeks..
finally he gave up and brought me out last sat..
damn happy sia tt day..

love u dear fer bringing me out..thank you soo much..
well now i've started working at orchard hotel since last 16th nov..
gosh...really wanna cry..
its really damn tough sia..
every day i have to wake up early morning then take the first train to work..
gosh tiring..

place is alrd far..fussy and bossy customers..
so far i've been getting food review and comments frm the customers..
thank you..
if not because of ur comment..

my post wont cant after a few months..soon i be the door hostess..
less tiring though stressful but its ok..
rather be stressed than tired everytime..
and at least will be having shifts..

2 years there..no quitting..
endurance must be really high
PLUS!!!!!!!

MY WEEKENDS ARE BURNT!!!!!
DAMN!!!

now its really gonna be hard fer me to meet hubby..
off days will be on weekdays..):
haiz..

looking forward to tmr..after work will be meeting hubby...(:

wee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

soo happy..he'll be fetching me frm work...after that go out..yeah!!!

2009-10-21T13:55:00.003+08:00

havent had the time much to update

due to work n studies..

now its hard to meet my gf n bf..

really miss them..

wen they're free..i have to work

when they're working/schooling

i have to both study n work..

stress per..

papers are beginning frm tmr.

gosh..

stress is all i have now..

wanna enjoy but i guess i couldnt..

how i wished tt i didnt have to take the o levels

at least im not as stressful as i am now..

think back doing smth tt i have no interest really sucks

but still had to do it

cuz dad wants me too n paid fer it alrd..

but still if its not fer him, i would still be in school now..

his idea yet cuz of his fucking new wife,

he put aside my sibling n not being responsible..

y now?..

open ur eyes dad..

she's causing u to lose everything!!

firt ur business till u became bankrupt,

then now ur second business which she might lead u to

jail..

common..if i dun care i wouldnt have listened to u

u're not getting any younger..

i dunno wat's gotten into u..

haiz..

may look as though im stress free..happy go lucky but

deep down many problems..

hmmm..

only god knows wat i'm thinking..

really need to concentrate on my papers..

just one day w/out any problems is wat i want

tt'll be the most happiest day ever sia

gotta get back to revising..

updates once im like totally free..hmmm

nth much to update

2009-10-05T19:27:00.005+08:00

been a long time since i updated...

nth much to update anw..

niwae here are dued raya pics...

first went to hubby's place fer open house..

then go jln raye with he n frens (:

under hubby's blk

khai n zul( bestfrens)

atin n fana(bestfrens)

me n him

waiting for adk to get dressed

the guys

candid pic at adi boy's house

the girls

raye outing with hubby n frens..(:

sadder

2009-09-21T16:41:00.002+08:00

yesterday was the first day of raye

but it wasnt the best first day..

haiz..

firstly my uncle n cousin from dad's side came

after they left,

we all get ready to go grandma's house from mum's side..

reached there, mak long n her family's there

and my pak busu n his family too were there..

havent seen my mak ngah..

its been 3 consecutive years we didnt meet..

anw..

at grandma's house, ate there n watched tv..

then my mak long began to be like 'bitchy'

with all of us..hmmm

everyone of us just entertained them..

they started talking bout cash n class everything..

just because all are using up to dates hp n bags..

all have those kind of phones but dunno how to use for what

whatever with them..

then we decided to leave and head to daddy's place

but while on the highway n suddenly he texted us

saying he's out to kl..

in our mind hw could he go kl was he's blacklisted??..

so we jut go ahead to his place..n ya he is at home..

wen we reach we heard tonet's voice n dad's voices,when we knok the door suddenly they were silent..

what the hell right...

we didnt give up knocking and all kept singing too..

fer half an hour there we all decided to leave with frustration

n anger inside us..haiz..

dunno lahss..

seriously the worst day of raye..

KNN!!

2009-09-15T20:01:00.002+08:00

sundal peh binatang!!!

no life is it??!!!

stop bothering mine lahss bitch!!

u tink tt u n ur fucking bf is all tt??!!

to hell uhss!!

one looks like a whore the othere looks like a goat being hit by a shit truck!!

who the fucking hell u tink u are bothering my life!!

happy when got to know i broke off with him?!!

wen actually i didnt!!

its obvious that u've been wanting to spoil our rshp!!

and been waiting fer us to break up..

thats soo ridiculous!!

wateva i write at my pm also wanna comment!!

common lahss!!

ur like 20++

but behaving like a fuckin 12 year old!!

dare to say online but dun dare to chat with me or watsoever..

bloody bitch n asshole!!

GET A LIFE LAHSS FUCKING BICTH!!

u n him are no longer tgt!!!

why not happy? cuz im happier with him n he hated u?

not happy cuz he dumped u?!!tts like ages lahss

move on!!

he doesnt want u neither wanna talk or chat with u!!

if u dare talk to me!!!

rather than just posting everythin at ur pm!!

stupid ass!!

u're nthg but just a spoilt brat

who doesnt deserve to be loved the way im loved by him

and oh!!!

i forget..

u didnt even get treated the way he treated me,care for me

ur just fucking jealous!!

all u get is just things that u want..

he only reason ur with that goat face also its bcoz

he showers u with money n things but not love!!

wat a pity!!

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2009-09-04T01:37:00.003+08:00

today had my hair done with fana..

i coloured mine..

cnt remember the name though..lol

she permed hers..

photos outside the salon are attached below..

while doing our hair..we cameacross tis chinese lady with the hair of a blonde n damn light pink..gosh dam horrible sia

and seriously she scares us..with the look like a ghost..

ewww!!!

GROSS!!

after settling our hair issue,

we went to buka puase..

wanted to go long john but damn packed..

so decided to go my uncle's shop instead n meet up with my mum

bought food then go eat

after that we went to survey some stuffs at taka jewellery

n all the jewellery shops..

but non pleases anyone of us

so we decided to find raya shoes..

semangat hari raye lahss kn..

lols..

some attracted us but we didnt have the cash

so we just window shop lahss..hmmm

then we both decided to head back home..

the hair colour is not that obvious in the pic..hmmm

disgusting gays

2009-08-28T20:36:00.002+08:00

nothing much to update..but was browsing thru the net

with bestie..

and was looking at the profiles of

ANTI MATS& their floating caps

and

ANTI MINAHS & kening 2.0

damn funny..

one of the ppl gave a link to this gay couple..

soo me n bestie went to view..

and OMFG!!!!!!!

damn disgusting sia..

believe me...

REALLY DISGUSTING!!!!!!

view if u peeps want to..

the link is

raz-alvaro.blogspot.com

u gotta see it..

its soo yucky!!

pics of them kissing n french kissing..

gosh..such ppl in this world..

worst thing is..

theye're mlys

really memalukn masyarakat org melayu..

2009-08-27T17:14:00.004+08:00

ok2..been a long time since i've updated..

pretty much nth in mind on what to write..

today is the 6th day of the fasting month..

been a very good gal..

hehe

finally the final destination 4 is out..

IM SOO GONNA WATCH IT SIA!!!!

me fana zul n hubby..

tis sat..wohoo..

its 3D summore..oryte!!!

im lovin' it..

hahaha

plan goes like this watch it early so that

all of us can break fast outside altogether for the first time..

hehe..

hubby's been busy with work lately since tues..

boredom strikes me

but nvm..

must take most of my time to start revising everything back..

since o level is tis 0ct n november..

paper ends exactly on mirah's birthday..

then time to celebrate!!

birthday tis 16th..

lina plans to go clubbing..haha..

mentang2 da legal..

haha..

mane bagos??..

dblO? zouk? arena? dxo?

butterfactory? gimme n idea!!

haha

ana is damn excited bout it..

it falls on wed..lerr..

zul confirm cnt make it..

how to get fana in liddat?..haiz..i want them to be with me sia!!!!!!!

must try pursuade hubby to let me go

but under one condition..

he has to go with me..

eeqah, not confrmed i guess..

haiyaa..

after that..no plans nth in mind hahahahahah

siak2..

still thinking how to get fana in!!!she must come!!its my birthday!!!

hmmm

now no more idea what to write so till then..

*ps: sorry zul's pic is not in the cpu..hehs..so he's face is not in the blog..

haiz...

2009-08-20T18:32:00.004+08:00

been with hubby all the wae

eversince the misunderstandin n all..

it all began wen he had an accident on 10th august

during work..

he skidded..

den fell..

his bike is in bad condition but that is my least priority..

he's first..

sorry babe cuz cnt be with u..

been taking care of him all the wae..

since he's soo pampered..

haiz his wounds is damn deep..

he got two options,

1) go surgery whereby they take his skin n sew it on his cut

n costs hime $2860..

yeah $2860..EXPENSIVE SIA!!!!!!!

2) let it heal by himself but it'll take about 2-3 months..

troubesome fer him to keep going for appointment every 2 weeks

n change dressing every 2-3 days..

hmmm..

he's still cosidering them..

i dunno lahss..

up to u dear..it's ur call..

whatever it is im alwaes here fer u..

the pics of his wound is below....

freaky huh??..ishk...

nw fasting month is coming near n i cnt meet him as much as i would want too..

standard lahss..cnt be close with the opp sex unless ur siblings

usually spend time with family wen it comes to sahur n buka time..

all will be busy..me with cleaning up my home plus revision fer my o levels..

since its really getting nearer..my mly results is C6 again..dammit!!!

wasted my time sia..

what to do..my mly really sucks..

i really dun feel like taking my o levels sia!!..hmmm

bt family wants me to n i had too since its been paid..

pfft..

really miss fana..

6th month this sun..

bdae coming soon..

yet its on the fasting month..

but see how the celebrations goes..lols..

thats about it..

nth much in mind at the moment..

hmmmmm

nothing's gonna change my love towards you...

your ex can fuck off,

she cn try as much as she want

to ruin our rshp but i'll b strong to face them..

no matter watever that has happened to u,

how bad u look,

how insecure u felt after the accident,

i will still love u the way i did before..

n love keeps growing more n more day by day..

rmbr tt dear..

love u with all my heart n soul..

2009-08-06T18:23:00.002+08:00

gosh to think of it,it's been a long time since i've met

fana..

kau rindu aku kn??..i know..haha

i miss u too babe...

sorry i've not been meeting u fer quite some time..

mane busy with family n slalu gaduh ngn si dia..anyways

home is really in a mess so had cleaned up

n do whatsoever bout the burned case..

that's y i hadn't have time to go out since i got back frm kl..

try to understand k babe??..

i promise soon enough i'll meet u..but all i can sae is that this weekend i doubt so cuz he's celebrating his sister's bdae then work again

like i said he's a workaholic..

irritating sia..

u tkcr babe..

i miss u alortt!!!!

nothin much

2009-08-06T17:48:00.009+08:00

just got back frm kl last mon morning..

found out my home corridor was burnt wen i was in kl

on friday morning i left to kl,

my home corridor was burnt on the day itself only that it's during night

weird n pissed

not forgetting shocked..

cuz of that, my electricity,phone,everythin spoiled..

thank god my door was a fireproof door

if not, gosh, my entire home will be burnt n i wont have a place to live..

once i get to fnd out who's dat idiot who've burnt dwn my hum,

i'll make sure they'll suffer!!

niwaes here are some pics taken at kl..

thinking2..

promoter jual kain(:

muackzs!!love u!!(:

hubby muke ngantok!!

anial's kl gf

kakak n adek

otw to kl

going to the bus terminal

thought things will be diff,guess im wrong

2009-07-23T22:29:00.002+08:00

thinking that you would stop doing things

dat is related to her,but i dunno lahss..

maybe its her or some other gal..

dun u dare blame me fer my actions!

adan?sufeyan?..

hello!!!

FRIENDS!!!

THEY CARE FER ME!!

WORRIED FER ME!!

CONSOLED ME!!

and u dare to make all those

wild accusations?!!

how could u simply follow

ur damn fuckin EGO!!

now wen u got into tis situation,

u get all pissed..

oh my dear egoistic hubby,

U'RE FAR FROM WAT I FELT

WEN U DID IT TO ME!!

DENDAM?

ya maybe i do..

but u should know y..

u dun want me to be

someone hu is vengeful

but u're actions are making me do soo!

u've never wanna talk things out!

n of ALL THE DAES!!!!

MUST IT BE ON OUR 5th MONTHs?

U ASSHOLE!!!

if u think ur decision

of keeping all this to urself

wanna be all pissed with me

n not thinking before u speak or act

FINE!!!BY ALL MEANS!!

TRY ME!!!

YOU WANNA PLAY GAMES,FINE!

WE'LL SEE HU WINS IN THE END!

FUCK IT!

OF THE THE DAYS..

CANT U WAIT TO DO ALL

TIS A DAY AFTER OUR ANNI!

HEARTLESS!!

TAK PUAS2 PER

KAU BUAT AKU

MENGAMOK,

MENANGIS,

MERANA?!!!

KAU SUKER PER TEGOK AKU MCM NIE!!

KAU MMG DA SAH TKDE HATI PEROT!!!

stressing up

2009-07-15T16:32:00.002+08:00

gosh..my o levels are starting soon

too much to revise

too little time to complete them..

im totally freaking out..

hw will i cope with the papers..damn to me,

its totally hard

and i really wander how do others

get to revise n cope with it..

help me out man!!

if i knew i wouldnt have listend to my dad's decision

he made me chose to take private in the end

he's totally not helping me out

should have stayed in school

now its too late

haiz..

regrets all the way..

i soo feel n know that im totally gonna flunk my papers sia

haiz~!!!

things happened on friday n sat

2009-07-06T19:04:00.004+08:00

here goes

......

talked with him bout the whole problem..

almost

broke up..

wanted to end everythin bt didnt have the heart to

as he teared up in front of me..

gosh..made him cry..=_=

went to bay beats..

hubby cabot frm werk just to pick me up

and send me home..

then he go back to werk..

pity him

saturday

met up with hubby,

waited fer the rain to stop then met fana

and zul

we moved off to ah

boy's shop..

hubby got fer me RS959 helmet!!

wohoo..

lols..

zul also bought the same helmet.

fana thought he bought it fer him but actually

its fer her n she was shocked/happy..

should have looked at her face..

den went to aunty's shop,

hubby n zul put stick

er on their IU..

haha..

hot sia..one geisha anth is hot babes..

giler..

went back to put ou

r stuffs then met

fana's parents,ate then went to pasirris pond

fana wants her oreo cheesecake but its no longer selling..pfft!!

poor fana..

den left to marina square tgt with anis n huda

ate again

we ate ice cream at swensen cuz wanna disturb tina..lols

planned to go bowling but evetually

smth happened btwn me fana zul n hubby..we fought..

pfft..

anis n huda left..

we decided to go mustafa centre to buy deoderizer for helmet

but nolonger there..

pfft..took some photos n left..

tts bout it..hmmm

picture of my helmet ..the viser is changed

to mercury fibreglass..(:lols...

fuckin pissed!!

2009-07-03T00:54:00.005+08:00

why now?!!why was it that when

i haven't loved u tis much

then u create tis problem..

y must tat fucking bitch bother my life..

purposely trying to wreck my rshp!

n u asshole!

y must u kept all tis away from me

bout her texting u,

bout her meeting up with u!!

u been accusing me all tis while when

ur the one hu's been all damn secretive..

fuck off u understand..

just wen i want the 4 of us to b back like we used too..

wen me n her are ok alrd

n want to have our outings like we used to,

n all these is happenin!!

u n ur fucking job..

zul n his bond..

y now?seriously..

wat did i do to deserve all this bullshit!!!!

wen u made me totally pissed n give u

a piece of my mind..

all u said is dat maybe u love me more

than u did!ur sorry for misjudging me..

u walk out on me yesterday

wen i slammed the door on u..

ur supposed to pull me out n talk with me

but u practically walk OFF!!

fuck u

UNDERSTAND

FUCK U

U IDIOTIC ASSHOLE!!!

I TOTAllY HATE U!!

wen i said we nid to talk n

im serious bout it!

all u replied was "ME TOO..HMMM"

u're totally heartless!!

if i didnt love u

i would have asked fer a break up frm the beginning..

wen i totally love u then u gave me this whole crap!

if i knew all tis

i've never want to be with u!

i seriously regret all tis!!

ur bestie made fana cry all the time

now u r doing the same to me!!

y did i cry fer u?

cry fer a guy

tts simply not me

bt nw y do i?

arghhh!!

damn it!

at least i bother to tell u that we need to talk..

if i dun

i doubt u would give that suggestion at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!

even now im crying while typin

this post!

hate it!

i really hate u!!!

should have never fall fer u in the first place..

wen my family didnt approve u

i didnt cared n

follwed my stupid heart to be with u..

i regret for not listening to them

ive made them liked u

but tis is wat i get in return?>!!!

accusation n doubtfulness frm u!!

idoit!!

so foolish of me..totally foolish!!

haiz!!

been feeling fucked up fer 4 consecutive day..argh!

dammit!!

2009-06-29T17:18:00.003+08:00

qia has finally uploaded the photos..(:

enough said,see the photos den..(:

qia n nad

eeqah's being buried

leha,eeqah,me n qia

nad,mirah,eeqah,me,leha n qia

the foods we ate..

seronok qia mkn

eating.........

yum yum yum...hehs

2009-06-22T19:22:00.004+08:00

tmr will be my 4 months with hubby..

no idea wat wanna get fer him as im like totally running dry now..

damn broke as sis and mum borrowed cash frm me

hmmm..

nvm..

didnt get to spent time with dad on father's day cuz had je,putan till like 10 pm..damn hot n tired tt day..suppose to help out with the kendArat but i told my fren i cnt..

was pissed with hubby last sat..

kept forcing me to go out when i dont want too due to some reasons..

whatever uhss!!

niwaes..dun tink will b able to celebrate with hubby tmr cuz he's working i guess..

haiz such a workaholic..

oh ya..

i got my o level entry proof ready..damn!!!i'm left with 4 more months to prepare..

will be taking my paper at coral sec..ishk!!hate that school man!!

bt nehmind just wanna get it over n done with..

eeqah's thinking of going to siloso beach on our next outing..lols..

havin much fun at pahlawan till now wanna go siloso..

kecohss or wat..

tis time fer our next outing..

we wont force anyone to come..

if babes wanna come..

come only..

no more last min saying u babes are goin then on the day itself wen everyone tried calling n waking u babes up,no anwer..

that's totally something all of us hates n pissed about!!

if u babes are going then get prepared for it..

if cant make it tell us in advance..

dun last minute!!

will confirm the date to next siloso outing after dicussing with the others..

a day out with the babes

2009-06-20T01:41:00.007+08:00

qia n me on our way back from sentosa

ok i know muke masai gilerrrr!!!!

eeqah had nth to play but play with the sands

simply lovely

just me

k its damn hot!so my face also cramp up whike taking photo

went out with all my hotties..

but not all lerr..

3 of them couldnt make it..

so it's left with me,eeqah,qia,nad,mirah n leha..

was expacting the others to come but they couldnt make it..hmmmm

the day stated in a havoc way..n as per normal all of us reached vivo alrd n yet leha is still nowhere to be found..

the ones from east reached faster than the one who stayed near to harbourfront..

watever it is lahss..

so all met up wen to sentosa

changed,then we ate alot n i really mean alot..nad cnt filling her plate..such a big appetite for food she has..lols..

*jgn marah ye nad*haha

after eatin we all went straight to the sea..seaweed n muds made mirah,qia n leha screamed..lols..funny sia..

we played *friscbee* dunno hw to spell..

then witnessed somebody drowned,made frens with a group of english teenagers..

everyone gt hungry n finished up all the food,

then took loads of photos

packed the stuffs

go wash up

n dammit the que to the closed shower

was practically long

soo all of us bathed at the open shower..

we get ready n den went back..

eeqah went back with afai cuz he fetched her at vivo,

leha left in a hurry cuz her bf was waiting fer her at punggol mrt

left me qia nad n mirah

we went in to national geographic shop n wow!!

the stuffs there are like soo damn cool!!!!!

in the end was too tired so me n mirah left ferst..

qia went back with nad..

went back hum put my stuffs awys then fell asleep

woke up at 11.

hubby create prob with me all becuz i didnt ans his msgs n call..

DAMMIT I FELL ASLEEP RIGHT!!PFFT!!

woke up then blog..lols..

overall the outing was sumhow rather interesting n fun..

but it would be much more fun if all nine of us were together..

hmmm

anywaes more pics at leha's n qia's cam nid to wait fer them to upload.

which definitely be long trust me..lols

will upload more pics once i get them..

TMR FATHER'S DAY lahss sheyy..lols!!

2009-06-16T23:37:00.002+08:00

i had tolerated more than enuff!!!

wads ur damn f***ing problem??!!!

u kept creating fight with me n all..

u are totally testing my patience!!

wen i tried to be understanding and all..

trying my best to be a good girlfriend to u..

u've been making noises to me bout my dress up,

my attitude,everythin..

asked me to update u bout my whereabouts..

i listened to u,

i did as wat u've told me too..

i dun normally listen to GUYS!!

n esp men it comes to play fire n water..

i've never been the water..now i did!!

how foolish n stupid i was..

cant believe it!!

of all the days, today u've totally gone to much!!

my patience has totally run out..

u said to me u slept whole day then go jogging..

dun wanna tell me that u went jogging

cause u tink tts only "BANGGA KN DIRI"

F***ING BULLSHIT!!!

i'm ur damn blody girlfren for god dammit!!!

who the hell do u treat me as?!!

if u really chose to be that way right,

fine by me!!

trust me,u'll hate wat i'll do towards u!!

and i meant every single word!

not that i wanna create a fight over a small issue

but seriously wat u said to me is too much!

ur excuse is soo unreasonable!!!!!!!!!!!

why must u do all tis?..

i listened n deliberated to ur suggestions n

ur damn bloody comment bout me..

i followed ur way..

wen i was pissed,

all u can say is that ur sorry..

practically everytime u say sorry n

im totally sick of it!!

ur sorry is as equivalent to u sayin

"i love you" to me everyday!!!

i dunno lahss..

i hate your attitude!!!

i should've followed my decisions instead

****ed up sia!!

n y is it tts wen that gal texted u,u didnt read

and reply in front of me

if u really have nothing to hide,

u could showed me n not hide behind my back!!!

wen adan or my other guy frens texted me..

i read in front of u n replied in front of u cuz

i know i have nothing to hide!!

do whatever u wanna do!!

im totally sick of ur attitude!

just remember uhss eys!!

wat u did to me,

i will repay twice or three times much more painful!!

2009-06-13T20:49:00.005+08:00

been talking bout bacinn but nvr put his pic so here it is..

only two pics..maklum lahss jarang amek gmbr ngn die..lols..

niwaes tis pic is tske outside hum..bacinn step posing jek just because he was wearing smart,wat can i say bout him wearing smart right?all because he gave a surprise visit after his interview..

credits to FANA fer helping me edit tis pic..thanks hunn!!i love ya..

tis pic was taken at BK..just b4 eating..kecoh right...lols..

tis is my baby...the name is salleh..i dunno wat's with the name lahss kn..

my abg uhss gave tts name to it...soooooo cute eys??..hmmm..

was just browsing through the pic when i saw its pics so decided to upload it..lols..

meeting all my babes dis friday..really looking forward to it..miss them loads..a reunion that will be remembered forever..memories of the time wen we first knew each other,slack together till now..after all has been separated..now is the time to meet n catch up with the old times..

2009-06-10T20:51:00.002+08:00

finally u've changed ur mind on deciding to joi us gals fer our outing..

im like totally glad bout it like DUH!!!

but plz babe tkmo lahss asyik2 ckp aku dade new frens n i 4get u..im just being pressured by them to ensure that u will b able to come n join us..we want to have a memorable time tgt with each other just us gals

remembering those moments wen we run frm school,irritate our teachers and all..just having flashbacks on our sec life tgt and then the crazy fights we had with each other..

the anger, jealousy, the hatred, the loves, times, belonging dat we share amongst each other..

hmmm..

niwaes countng down to the outing!!!wohoo!!!

SEE U ALL SOON MY HOT BABES!!!!

LOVE YALL ESP U MY APPLE!!!!!!

thnks 4 changing ur mind..ily~

....

2009-06-06T02:54:00.002+08:00

k2 long time no update....

anyways just got news from my sec frens...my babes...

bout making an outing to sentosa....woooooooooooooooooooooo.......................

been such a long time since we all hang out..really miss those times tgt...love them loads though now we seldom meet n chat..

SENTOSA eys...must3 go n gather with them back uhss..really need tooooooooo..........hmmmmm.....

see u babes soon...muackzs

2009-05-13T16:15:00.002+08:00

wohooo!!!!!!mummy bought for me my dream phone W980 man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she made a joke by saying that since i treated her on mother's day, i get a prize in return..the only thing is dat i cant ask for a bdae present frm her..its considered an advance bdae gift fer me lahss..haha..whatever lahss..

been really busy n reqlly had no time to update my blog so it'll be a dead blog fer a moment....................

2009-04-29T03:18:00.002+08:00

nothin in mind to update so just a few pics to upload..hmmmm

2009-04-21T23:32:00.003+08:00

ok updates..

hmmm really had fun with fana,zul and hai few saturdays ago..cant remember the date but i tink its two weeks ago maybe..not sure lahs eys..

we spent tim tgt till sun evening wen me n fana had to accompany her mum collect matress to be sent at their house located at yishun..after that went to overnight at fana's place..janji nk movie marathon in the was too tired and eventually i fell asleep. i miss all the times i had with fana n the guys..

last sat i overnight at fana's place cause the next day we had to go to town fer some survey..after that survey we went to had lunch with fana,kecyk n fazz at far east plaza..after that us three gals went to bugis..first motive we wanted to pamper ourselves,eventually all three bought things or ourselves..fana n kecyk bought 3 pairs of earrings each while i bought a top for boyfie..i dunno if it'll suit him but i dunno eys..hopefully its not too bing..i wanted to get size of S but fana said that size M is much better..so i got the M istead..she also said to try the pink instead of the blue. so took tat colour too..hopefully he'll like it..its considered as our 2monthsary gift.

i was really upset yesterday when boyfie called me and told me that his off days are burnt and he'll only be able to go back after his ORD fuctions end!!i was really devastated especially because im supposed to like meet him today..a week of not meeting him is alrd making m missed him soo much..now i have to endure not meeting him for like 3-4 weeks!!!!!GOD PLEASE HELP ME ENDURE ALL THESE MISERY!!!dont he know that i really missed all his hugsand kisses..and espeacially his presence around me..with him beside me i really feel safe but now,i dont..now without u, only wen fana is around me i will feel safe..she the only one who knows how exactly i'm feeling right now..haiz..at least she gets to meet zul more often now that he'll be getting his clear leave pretty soon..im just happy for her and she has all my support no matter what!!!got it babe...no matter wat,i'm always there for u like u've alwaes had for me..

anyways...till here then..

2009-04-07T18:15:00.000+08:00

these are the photos we took just bfore leaving to sentosa for our soo called triple date outing..lols..

ok lets talk bout everythin that happen that day..us gals was up like since 8 plus am..meet up ard 9plus coming to 10..we went to shop fer everythin n waited fer the boys..damn the guys are like extremly late sia!!!!!!!!we waited fer like hours till they reached..zul reached ard 12 plus,followed by anis then khai..hmmm...boy i as mad with khai tt time..its like die bawak super 4 pi die yg smpi paling lmbt..tkpe tk pasal lahss..dun wanna drag the anger towards him anyways..

we went to the pahlawan beach..hmmm went to the sea and mandi obviously...n gosh my skinned turn a ton darker!!!!!!!!!damn it!!hmmm..anyways there are plenty of seaweeds in the sea it like damn disgusting but we just endure them..ard 6 plus we all decided to change cuz its raining..then kecyk n anis balik while me n fana continued to go out with boyfies..we ate at vivo..then went to chocolate empire n buy some chocs..hee(:

all head back to fana's place cuz her mum nk mamam n we bought it fer her..went to geylang to buy ciggs..after dat went back to fana's house to watch dvd..funny thing is dat instead of watchin the dvd,the dvd watched us cuz all 4 of us fell asleep..the guys went back at 6 am plus..then i continued sleepin at her house till monday wen i went back to go tuition,..hehe..fana said tat now she feels happy cuz im at her place is like im her "kakak" that she never had.hahaha..cute ryte..niwaes till here..update soon..toodles..(:

2009-03-23T18:03:00.000+08:00

woooot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok ok.. i know its been like a month since i've last updated...

hmmm k...
here goes..

durin the 14 of march, me fana khai n zul meet up to celebrate khai's belated birthday..
i and fana went to buy khai's bdae present which was a couple's ring..and mak oi!!!!!!!!

khai tak leh muat tu cincin sak..
tangan die da macam tangan GODZILLA SAK!!!!haha
kecoh sak die da gitu me, fana n zul tried to put the ring into his finger ttp tk leh jgk..

mak datuk entah ape jek die makan eys..hahahha

ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna take this opportunity to wish

HAPPY 1 MONTH TO:

ZUL and APPLE

ANIAL and HANNAH

last an but not least,

to ME and KHAI..

hopefully u all will last long with each other..*winks*

sorry if my next update will be long..

LIKE I SAID IN MY PREVIOUS BLOG,

MY COMPUTER NGAH ADER PROBLEMS!!!!!

kecoh lahss korg2 nies..tak kecian kan aku ker..nk update blog jek kene gi umah bpk aku tak tu kene gi uma kwn aku..haiyooooooooooooooooooooooooo................

2009-02-25T09:56:00.000+08:00

update update update..

lerr......

told u peeps ready per COMP ROSAK!!!DEY!!!!!pe dah!!lols..

k2...recent updates eys..

been missing the times i had with fana..

seriously our outings are like soo much fun with the two guys..hehs..
spent time during valentines days with them had to watch benjamin buttons..

DAMN BORING BU WE STILL HAD FUN cuz me and fana made that place like our home liddat..funny sia..

k the next day we stayed home..fana crashed at my place fer afew daes..ok lahss tuhh..

nothin much happened last week..

but...on last sunday on the 23rd......smth funny happened to us gals..

k imagine..we are wearing really slack and didnt expect to meet any of the guys at all..then wen i met up with fana,she told me this "tatin..zul ngn khai nk jumpe kite lps kul 10 sak.."

we're damn shocked uhss..with no make up and stuffs..fed up sia..

met up with them..

them went to pasir ris park to slack..chey like romantic kn two couples at the water breaker..hahaha..

around 3 plus we go back hum..fana slept at my place..den went to skul next day..

k2..

my class is ending soon so i have to end my entry for now..
update again another day aites..

~atin tikusz~

2009-02-14T01:44:00.000+08:00

last sun on the 8th of feb,

me and fana met up since she wanna get awae frm her irritating ex..

so we met at tamp inter,went to afghan then collect cash frm her sister..
she had a fight with her mum due to that stupid ex of hers..cian die..after that we went to m.square to makan..

after eating we head to esp to slack while waiting for her friend FAD to come with his fren..

we bought cotton cand n makan..wohoo..macam dak2 sheyy..fana was like saying "tin abiskn uhss nie cotton candy..gigi aku saket sak mkn tu bende"

i was like eii tanak uhss..then we met the guys ready..khai plak complaint lapar so we accompany them go mkn..beh while talking,we spotted khai's R is soo the KARAT!!!hahaha...ape lagik me n fana kept disturbing him.. funny sia..

lps da mkn kite decided to go to kallang to play bowling..khai n fad is like soo the very the pro with the game..me n fana made a fool out of us cus wen i throw the ball it was hard lau bleyy pecahkn tu lantai i think it will break..lols..fana plak, instead of cmpk bola die menyankung beh tolak bola tu with 2 hands..klaka sheyy..da guys was like laughing at us sia..kecoh perr??..

after bowling we accompanied khai n fad to meet up with their frens at arab street fer sheesha..we had the cherry flavoured..fana was like soo cute cus its her first time taking sheesha then wen everthin is over she kept saying"aku maseh bau sheesha sak"..lols.. after that we went to marina barrage(correct me if im wrong) then slacked dere fer awhile..aisye man..its like soo cold sia..........

me n fana was really freezing that point of time sheyy..funny sia..we left there ard 4 plus went to mac at tamp inter cus da boys were hungry..mak oi cpt sak dorg rase lapar..they were eating but me n fana was like freezing sia..lols...from there we went back home..fana crashed at my crib n we slept..really had fun that day..lols..

2009-02-08T15:06:00.000+08:00

ok2 i know i haven't been updating for soo long

my comp crashed lahss..hmmm and everyone was like ATIN!!!update your blog lahss!!!..
k now back with updating kaes..(:

lately i've been really busy with school and family..standard uhss sec 5 mahss..
BUT tell u peeps the truth,i really regret goin up to sec 5not that it hard or wat..i like challenges but its because of that STUPID FAT ASS VP of mine that really make me regret..how would u feel if u've already change ur attitude to be a better person in school dat doesnt create any problems anymre or one who alwas hand in assignments on time being chased and alwaes have to go to the office to be threathened to get thrown out of the school?..obviously very pissed right..well that wat i'm going through in school right now!!

makin me sign the undertaking form is ok and i understand that if any rule is breached, i need to take a year off from school and take my o levels next year instead..i noted that..but come on lahss..i was late only twice the whole period wen school was reopened..and he wanna deregister me..wtf!!!!!!!!!other students are late more than 3 times n yet they are not dergistered..y me??..fed up right!!!!!

he got the nerves to say this 'is it fair to others if i were to allow u to continue your journey in sec 5 wen u've alrd breached the undertaking form?' the rest have been late more worst than me n yet they are not deregistered y of all people it must be me?..fcuking fed up sia!!!

anywaes dats bout it now..update soon aites..

p.s. i've alrd updated eys..(:

upload of my pics taken durin my outing with family just now..hee

2008-12-09T02:52:00.000+08:00

lol with the pics ryte..but we all did had fun after camwhoring..hee..some pics looks similar cuz they're not satisfied with the pic but wth..i still wanna upload them..heeeee....(: and yeah i look dorky in the shades and cap..haha

2008-12-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

just uploading some pics taken few daes back..(:

2008-12-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

was bored so i searched some song lyrics and i came across this lyrics..the lyrics to the first track of the playlist below..

Dikaulah yang ku sayang
Dikaulah yang ku rindu
Segenap ruangku terbayang
Wajahmu di ingatan

Harumnya harum cinta
Semadi dalam jiwa
Mengapa aku yang terasa
Merindu tanpa kata

Ku puja bunga larangan
Kuntum-kuntum yang berseri
Kelopak gugurnya berderai
Sungguh ku pilu
Pilu di hati
Cintaku semai sudah berbunga
Takku miliki

Sampai hati engkau khianati
Rasa cinta berubah dusta
Tak sedikit kau rasa berdosa
Sedangkan ku pedih luka
Dihiris sembilu bisa
Katamu ku hanya
Teman biasa

the lyrics are really really touchin sia..........................................hmmmm...............

2008-12-07T15:16:00.000+08:00

songs that makes me remember certain group of peeps..really miss them..

~my songs~

siak uhss!!!

2008-12-07T03:52:00.000+08:00

wow!!da lamer eys tak update..
ok then here goes..

i having a freaking fever today!!arghh!!!fcuked up sia!!hate being sick..ishk!!

anyways everythin btwn me n him is nothin nw..cnt believe that i almost b with him knowing that he's the one who alwaes make me feel hurt n he's the one who alwaes pick a fight with me..ppl say gadoh2 nnt kawin jgk..hmmm to me its like nonsense lahss..dun believe in such things..

wat pisses me off is wen he declared bout his first intentions when he first knew me..we're dating fer 2 months and he declared tat idiotic intentions of his during the 1 and a half month period..how the hell does he expect me to believe that he's changed?..gave him a second chance,know wat?!he promised not make the same mistakes again but yet he still did!!..and he expect me to gain my trust back on him..arghh!!wat's his motive right?!!

few daes back we got into a very huge fight and he accused me gettin to know with sumone whom i have no idea who which really piss me off and i ended up with agreeing to stop contacting him cus im sick and tired of all his arguments over petty things..i guess i didnt regret all that cuz i know im not at the losing edge..

he created it so he deserves it..right?!

watever lahss kan..

k lahss till here den..

update again preety soon..

boring...

2008-12-02T04:10:00.000+08:00

just uploading some pics..due to boredom..

haiz...

2008-11-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

wat in the world is wrong with u tis few daes??..y do u like practically keep getting into a fight with me??..i'm damn sick and tired of all these..and u even created another fight with me just now!!!whatever lahss u wanna create a fight ith me wen im having a fever??..damn i'm soo not gonna entertain u..
u said all those things to me right,one dae all that will happen back to u..trust me!!

met ryhan,faizal n clinton last sat with my sis..had tons of fun with them..we talk n joke around with each other like nothin liddat..clinton was nicknamed bumblebee cause he was soo emotional dat dae..my sis was called mak,ryhan was called pak..faizal was called abg n i'm called as kak...funny huh..all tis was clinton's stupid idea lahss..

faizal n ryhan is in camp now n will only book out tis friday.hmmm..supposed to meet them then but i have a bbq pit with my net frens frm melayu-sg..haiz..soo cocked up sheyy..):everything is soo da very da last minute sheyy):..i miss them alortt..but i try to make it..hmmm..

adan!know wat??!!u should really know wat i meant in my first para..all thx to u..i really doubt that u realised all tis..n jgn harap i will come dwn on ur abg's weddind tis sat..i'm damn disappointed with u..u have just proved urself that ur actually a person that is really heartless and self centered though i've been subsequently reminding u bout it..sheesh!!!

ishk!!!

2008-11-22T17:26:00.000+08:00

ishk!!!!!!!!!

wats his god damn problem??tak abes2 carik pasal sak..da 5 daes straight kite gadoh oi!!
kenot take it sak..
lamer2 cam gini bleyy mati liao..

anyways i really miss my baby sister..hmmm..cute kn diye..
its been a month since i've last met her..die da bleyy jln plak tuhss..how cute..can even call my name..i remembered last i met her she said 'kak tatin"with her hand up wanting me to dokong her..
cute sheyy..haiz..will meet her soon..

k now i got no more ideas wat to write so till next tyme..

dada..

2008-11-20T00:59:00.000+08:00

been such a long time since i've updated..hmmm..

niwaes, newest updates..

been working wiht dad,got rid of all those irrtatin idiots,
happily with my darling ADAN..life's never been as happy as it is now..

things between us are running smoothly..loving him every single dae n moment of my life..

currently im waitin for him to be fully recovered cus he met with an accident 3 daes ago..
so stupid to feel asleep while he was on the road..haiyerr..dislocated his shoulder,hurt his knee cap n sliced his left poitnter..haiyoo!!!!made me worried damn sick for him..

sat he will be goin to workshop to repair his motor no matter wat i'll still be by his side..syg dikatekn..hmmm..will update sonn..no idea wat else to write..

haiz....

2008-10-19T01:02:00.000+08:00

hmmmm..........

its been really such a long time since i've updated my blog yarhss...

well been really busy larhss sheyy..

niwaes here goes..

i really miss the time i had with my babies...hmmm...i dunno larhss...

since the past few weeks been really tied up with other commitments till i dun have time fer them..

then after such along time,someone that i least expected to text me,texted me!!!
its was such a shock lahss sheyy...
after 4 months die menghilang au...tibe2 text..i pon tanye and got to find out that he was afraid of texting me..

weird kn??..

anywaes i kinda miss his presence though...hehs...

actually kn i dun have anythin else in mind to write at the moment so paper larhss..

update soon aites...toodles..

atin(:

haiyooo

2008-10-11T02:09:00.000+08:00

gosh...its been a very long time since i've updated...

been busy with school and family lately till no time wanna online..hmmm..

haiz...i dunno wat to say but i've been thinking and im really irritated with him!!!

stupid good for nothing guys!!who the hell do they think they are??..threatening me and stuffs??..come on lahhsss....no time uh eys...

korg da ade matair ngn kekasih baru so damn it get a life!!! stop bothering me any longer...tanye khabar or watsoever all is not a need2 to do to me..cnt be bothered..i'm more than happier u two are outy life...

korg mmg tk gune..

sorry??..da tk load lagi uhss...since i first matair with euu in 2006..enough is enough..and u another one in 2007 till late april..GET A LIFE LAH ASS!!!
haiyoo!!!

dun u two get the picture??..i hate u two!!!i dun love u two anymore!!!

sheesh...!!!!!!!

haiyerr...

2008-09-15T02:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday was soo not my day...not only its damn boring
but i also had a misunderstanding with fana..
ishk!!..getting into a fight for something
i didnt do..damn!!!tak ke mangkok??..
ishk...all dis due to my bloody stupid adk ah!!! i dunno how the hell
he got her num then i dun even knoe wat the hell he messaged he until she got really really mad..
i was by the poolside chilling and taking some fresh air when
i received a text from her..
it goes like this:

fana: ape kau pe mks0d suro anial msg aku tu mcm!
atin: huh??!!ape kau mepek sak??
fana: kau suro anial msg aku kn?
atin: tkmo mepek lah..aku pat bawah die pat uma..
fana: ape num die?
atin: 83861004..asal nie??
fana: kalo bkn dri kau mane lg anial dpt num aku. da la tin. aku nye bill da mlambong k bye.
atin: kau step akui tau jek mane die dpt num aku..dun accuse me for smth that i didnt do uh..kau step aku tau jek die amek num kau dari hp aku..nnt balik aku maki die uh..

haiyerr...if ur in my position, tk ke mangkok..haiz...tibe2 kene mrh tk pasal2 sheyy..wait an unlucky dae fer me..da gadoh ngn die, next dae plak org yg i dun wish to entertain,all text me..ishk..call me all..bangon tido jek i receive more than 15 msgs and 12 miss calls..wat the hell right!!serious on the 14th was a very2 unlucky day for me n my family!!

after dinner we all decide to go out for a spin..so everyone got ready
to go out all then left hum la..we were happily laughing and teasing each other when
siti(my stepmum) shouted: ayg! our car kene accident!!
my dad thought it was the scratch he made the day before but due to our surprise,
the door was badly damaged and the window cracked into millions of pieces..
we were really upset and all our mood to go out was gone!!!we had no suspects in mind but dad do..dunno lah..i was really shocked to see dat happened, cos firstly, its at the basement even if the car was hit, surely it will tend to create some noise to and the guards could hear it..besides the guards normally surveyed the carpark area be it at basement or at the lobby..
irritating right!!because of that we couldnt go out but we had to wait for the police to come..we waited for the police for like almost half an hour till they came..they took some picture and then they write a report..and leave..all they sae is that they cannot do anythin!!FUCKED UP RIGHT!!the car is damaged who's gonna pay for all that??!!!cb right!!!
haiyoo...stress sheyy...
too much things happening at the wrong day...haiz..........................

2008-09-11T15:16:00.000+08:00

sorry lah for not updating yesterday..very tired lah sheyy..hmmmm...
k here goes.....yesterday us gals, nadiah, eeqah, qia, ana, syasha and me went out to geylang and break our fast together lah...we're supposed to meet up with each other at 5.30 but all came late..hahaha..first to arrive was nadiah,then eeqah then me..we proceed to paya lebar interchange whereby others will be dropping off there to meet up with us lahs...we reached there around 6.50pm...and azan is like at 7.06 pm..crazy right..everyone havent reached sheyy..so we waited all the wae for them to come..azan already n yet to sign of the rest so me nad n eeqah break our fast by drinking mineral water and eating tolberone chocolate..crazy right??..nvm..around 7.15-7.20 pm, then qia and syasha arrived..qia was all worried for us cus she thought we havent break our fast...like mak2 kn die..tkpe she cares fer us thats y she's like that..hmmmm..den we're left with ana...we waited and waited and finally she arrived cant remember wat time was it..

anyways we all walked and walked to find which place for us to break our fast and finally we decided to eat at mr teh tarik..the western is not bad lah..wen your hungry,no one even cares if the food is nice anot..hmmm but wateva lah....majority of us drank ice sirap limau...wwohoooo sedap kaper air tuhh...tak menyesal beli tu air..hahaha..afte all
finish eatin,everyone started to touch up their make up..very vain

right but yeah whateva lah..after the make ups, we took pictures..and lots of them..

thats all the pictures that we've took at Mr. teh tarik..
all the crazy shots and stuffs...hahahaha...hmmmmmm all of us did had fun though but
it would have been more fun if another 3 of our frens were there and those three gals are, amirah, amalina and rafhanah..if they were there then its considered as a complete reunion for us all..due to some resons dat they unable to come, we still had to continue with our plans..

after eating, we walked and walked and walk practically the whole of geylang's bazaar...tiring but its worth the tiredness..and oh my it was really humid yesterday and we meet up with quite a number of frens..if its not mine, it'll be ana's,if not hers, syasha's,and so on and so forth lah..

then me and ana went to the posb atm machine cos ana wants to withdraw her cash,while queuing up,there's dis apek lah asked me n ana nicely if he could jump the queue as he need to draw his money urgently for some reasons which we do not know lah..but looking at his face we know he meant wat he said..allowing him to jump the queue,there's dis old indian man create noises and causes both me and ana shame..more shame to ana then me la..but still damn irritating ah sia..he was like "eh lu pk lu org sorg kapa yg urgent kitaorg pon urgent jugalah kalau tidak buat apa kita mali ke sini untok kluakn luet??kalau mcm gitoo saya pon mau potong queue lah.."..both me and ana kept quiet..den the apek went to queue at the back..we thought everythin would settle already but this bloody mamak just cut us and withdrawed money..then me ana and dat mamak had a convo which goes like this...

ana: nak maki dia ke tanak uh??..
atin: maki jek ah sia..kau nk kesah sal die uat per??..
ana: entah eh..ehh sot sak aku...serious nak maki die ke tanak??aku tak tau ah..
atin: gi mampos ah ngn si mamak bodoh tu..lau kau maki die pon die bleyy buat per??
ana: entah..pakal lah nie bulan puasa..aku sabar jek...
mamak: kalau lu nk maki,maki ah tu cina..die yg mau cut queue apa..die boleh buat saya pon moleh buat ah..
atin: pukimak tul ah nie org..
ana: eiii geram sak..
atin: eh uncle!!da kluakn duit kn?!!..
mamak: da..da keluarkn da..
atin: beh tunggu aper lagi??!!jalan ah!!masih nk bising2 plak!!

and he left...ana was really malu cos theres a cute guy behind her and all that happened..ape lagi malu giler lah member...hahaha..
after all that we walked and suveyed the area..then its time for me to go home so i left and went back home..hmmmmm

was damn tired lah... ishk..

2008-09-09T23:06:00.000+08:00

today i had to wake up damn early around 9 plus in the morning sheyy due to my beloved abg...the on in the picture above, had to go to the NUH(national university hospital) for some reasons which i dun not wish to know lerr...but i had to accompany him if not,i would be alone at home...who wants that??..
anyways..i hurriedly bathed and dress up as usual,and then we rushed to the hospital...the whole journey and waiting was sooooooooooo damn irritating lah...
imagine reaching there at around 11am, and had to wait for his turn which is at around 12 pm..cock up kn??..best thing is that i forget to bring my jacket down with me and i'm like freezing in the clinic.. Tonet(my baby sis) was also there and she kept on screaming n crying all e wae..i dunno wat's got into her..tried calming her down, was ok at first but she began screaming,crying and throwing things everywhere..maybe she was tired or wat..who knows ryte..hmmm..
after everything was over, my abg had to batalkn puase die(KECIAN)..was forced to eat medicines by the nurses..he had to come back to the hospital on the 20th of sep..kecoh kaperrrr......whatever la..
then me n mummy walked all around the hospital and surveyed for stuffs cos we're bored and almost fell asleep..while walking,we went into this gift shop and looked around..i found a cute hp keychain and immediately bought it for my baby(FANA)..while waiting for daddy to fetch us,we continued looking around the gift shop when i had this anonymous call..i didnt know who's the caller cos ferst thing, its a private number,next is that the caller was a male!!
i answered and chatted with the person lah...
the conversation goes like this:

atin: hello
private num: hello, bole saya bercakap dgn fathin nur izzaty
atin: ermmm...speaking..tu siaper??..
private num: oh ok..nie roy..boleh kenal2 tak??
atin: roy mane??dpt num nie dari siaper??!! im not INTERESTED!!

and i hung up...

then my phone rang again and it was the same caller..so i asked abg to pick up the phone and tell that person off..abg picked up and had a chat with him..suddenly abg smiled and looked at me then passed me the phone...i was like what the hell..so i talk with that person again lah and to my surprise!!i was being sabo(ed) by my primary school fren ah..tk baik sheyy die..

he was a dj from sekilas FM radio station..our convo went like this..

atin: er..hello...
dj: tu fathin kn??..
atin: ah2..
dj: k first of all saye mintak maaf bnyk2 sal tadi ade slh pemahaman sedikit..name saye dj bla3(cnt rmbr e name) dari sekilas radio fm..awak ada di dlm segment sabo meyabo mana teman anda telah memberitahu kami bahawa hari jadi anda and tiba pada 16 hari bulan ini..betul ke tidak??..kami tidak boleh memberi nama kwn anda tetapi dia ingin mengejutkn anda dlm segment ini..anda ada apa2 pesanan yg anda ingin berikn kepada rakan anda yg telah menyabo anda??
atin:huh??..oh ok..OMG MALU NYE!!!pesanan ehK??hmmm.." im gonna kill u whoever that sabo(ed) me wen i meet up with u one dae!!"
dj:ok...anda ingin saya putarkn lagu apa untuk anda??
atin:lagu ape ehK??hmmm any genres right??..saya nk lagu loneliness by babyface
dj:baiklah..saya akn cari lagu itu untuk anda jika tiada,saya akn putarkn lagu lain khas buat anda..
atin:ok thanks

EIIII...malu kn lau kene gitu ishk!!!niwaes thanks fiffee for that advance bdae present..i love u much2 evnthough u buat me very the malu...
i went back hum and then went out again to break fast at EAST COAST PARK LAGOON..was damn packed ah but we managed to get a seat for us family members..
we had lots of fun in the end..hehe..niwaes tts all so far lahh...

till the next update..
toodles...

haiz...

2008-09-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

damn it!!!!!! the whole dae i couldn't use my phone sia...ishk!!!
its meant to be like a so called revision dae whereby everyone in the family has to study3...tired for the whole dae..oh gosh..i really miss my baby gal alorrt...u know who u are...

i dunno y?but eversince the past few daes, i've not been myslef lately..been very restless and grumpy everytime..haiz..wat should i do i also dunno..i've stopped contacting with every guy ready but y must everything suddenly be different??..ishk..
i miss staying in tamp where i can alwaes meet up with my frens all..eversince i moved,its just kept harder and harder for me to meet the ones dat i love soo much..
today, is not my day everyone kept pesturing me..one day just on day, i wish that my life is perfect with no confusions and all..
haiz..i dunno wat else to sae lah..

BOREDOM!!

2008-09-06T14:43:00.001+08:00

i'm like sooooooooooo missing all my babies sia!!!!
EFFFF!!!!they're like at tamp and i'm like at bukit batok...hmmmm..
anyways....today im going out with my primary school fren...haven't met her like since the last 2 years...

oh god how long is dat...
imagine just losing contact with a close fren..then suddenly u contact with each other back..
wow...weird huh..but seriously its really touching...hahaha

all these gals up there,are the ones dat i really miss...
we haven't went out for quite some time...
waiting for that dae to come...

till then..update again tonite...
atin tikusz((:

hmmm

2008-09-05T16:29:00.001+08:00

wohoooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!

da 5 daes already sheyy puasa...

hmmmm can tahan tak??..rase2 boleh tak??..ala confirm bole nye...

niwaes ijust finished up my 2 papers which is my ss and my eng...

ishk peh lah lega da abis uat tu paper2..

i freaking miss my baby sia...i da tak dpt meet her till like wat tis monday...hmmm sad huh...its like freaking hard to just not meetin her for a dae...hmmph...

anywaes...in the pic above, thats my baby....i love her damn much know....
she's like the twin sister that i've wanted all tis years...

everythin we do, we do together..

til my brother call us crazy...hahaha...name die giler(credits to my brother)..hehehe..but her real name is fana...
hmmmm..

i miss u alot baby..

hope to see u soon...

tats all fer now...

atin(:

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2008-09-01T00:59:00.000+08:00

im fathin,

tis is ma blog...hehehe...

actualli right,i dunno wat to sae rite now but whateva lah...

anyhow also cn rite??..hehe

soo peeps, im alwaes out with my baby...

which is fana, i love her alorttt lah sheyy...we went out and as usual,became our crazy self..hehe...

we kept on talking nonsense day and night and at time we do talk logic la...hehe...

hmmmm...we slack all day long till we think its time to go hum,den we go home larrr...fun kn...

hmmmm k seriously no i got no idea wat to write...

till the next post,

dadaaaaa...

atin((:

2008-08-30T00:48:00.001+08:00