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Thursday, July 23, 2009

thinking that you would stop doing things

dat is related to her,but i dunno lahss..

maybe its her or some other gal..

dun u dare blame me fer my actions!

adan?sufeyan?..

hello!!!

FRIENDS!!!

THEY CARE FER ME!!

WORRIED FER ME!!

CONSOLED ME!!

and u dare to make all those

wild accusations?!!

how could u simply follow

ur damn fuckin EGO!!

now wen u got into tis situation,

u get all pissed..

oh my dear egoistic hubby,

U'RE FAR FROM WAT I FELT

WEN U DID IT TO ME!!

DENDAM?

ya maybe i do..

but u should know y..

u dun want me to be

someone hu is vengeful

but u're actions are making me do soo!

u've never wanna talk things out!

n of ALL THE DAES!!!!

MUST IT BE ON OUR 5th MONTHs?

U ASSHOLE!!!

if u think ur decision

of keeping all this to urself

wanna be all pissed with me

n not thinking before u speak or act

FINE!!!BY ALL MEANS!!

TRY ME!!!

YOU WANNA PLAY GAMES,FINE!

WE'LL SEE HU WINS IN THE END!

FUCK IT!

OF THE THE DAYS..

CANT U WAIT TO DO ALL

TIS A DAY AFTER OUR ANNI!

HEARTLESS!!

TAK PUAS2 PER

KAU BUAT AKU

MENGAMOK,

MENANGIS,

MERANA?!!!

KAU SUKER PER TEGOK AKU MCM NIE!!

KAU MMG DA SAH TKDE HATI PEROT!!!

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

gosh..my o levels are starting soon

too much to revise

too little time to complete them..

im totally freaking out..

hw will i cope with the papers..damn to me,

its totally hard

and i really wander how do others

get to revise n cope with it..

help me out man!!

if i knew i wouldnt have listend to my dad's decision

he made me chose to take private in the end

he's totally not helping me out

should have stayed in school

now its too late

haiz..

regrets all the way..

i soo feel n know that im totally gonna flunk my papers sia

haiz~!!!

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Monday, July 6, 2009

here goes

......

talked with him bout the whole problem..

almost

broke up..

wanted to end everythin bt didnt have the heart to

as he teared up in front of me..

gosh..made him cry..=_=

went to bay beats..

hubby cabot frm werk just to pick me up

and send me home..

then he go back to werk..

pity him

saturday

met up with hubby,

waited fer the rain to stop then met fana

and zul

we moved off to ah

boy's shop..

hubby got fer me RS959 helmet!!

wohoo..

lols..

zul also bought the same helmet.

fana thought he bought it fer him but actually

its fer her n she was shocked/happy..

should have looked at her face..

den went to aunty's shop,

hubby n zul put stick

er on their IU..

haha..

hot sia..one geisha anth is hot babes..

giler..

went back to put ou

r stuffs then met

fana's parents,ate then went to pasirris pond

fana wants her oreo cheesecake but its no longer selling..pfft!!

poor fana..

den left to marina square tgt with anis n huda

ate again

we ate ice cream at swensen cuz wanna disturb tina..lols

planned to go bowling but evetually

smth happened btwn me fana zul n hubby..we fought..

pfft..

anis n huda left..

we decided to go mustafa centre to buy deoderizer for helmet

but nolonger there..

pfft..took some photos n left..

tts bout it..hmmm

picture of my helmet ..the viser is changed

to mercury fibreglass..(:lols...

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Friday, July 3, 2009

why now?!!why was it that when

i haven't loved u tis much

then u create tis problem..

y must tat fucking bitch bother my life..

purposely trying to wreck my rshp!

n u asshole!

y must u kept all tis away from me

bout her texting u,

bout her meeting up with u!!

u been accusing me all tis while when

ur the one hu's been all damn secretive..

fuck off u understand..

just wen i want the 4 of us to b back like we used too..

wen me n her are ok alrd

n want to have our outings like we used to,

n all these is happenin!!

u n ur fucking job..

zul n his bond..

y now?seriously..

wat did i do to deserve all this bullshit!!!!

wen u made me totally pissed n give u

a piece of my mind..

all u said is dat maybe u love me more

than u did!ur sorry for misjudging me..

u walk out on me yesterday

wen i slammed the door on u..

ur supposed to pull me out n talk with me

but u practically walk OFF!!

fuck u

UNDERSTAND

FUCK U

U IDIOTIC ASSHOLE!!!

I TOTAllY HATE U!!

wen i said we nid to talk n

im serious bout it!

all u replied was "ME TOO..HMMM"

u're totally heartless!!

if i didnt love u

i would have asked fer a break up frm the beginning..

wen i totally love u then u gave me this whole crap!

if i knew all tis

i've never want to be with u!

i seriously regret all tis!!

ur bestie made fana cry all the time

now u r doing the same to me!!

y did i cry fer u?

cry fer a guy

tts simply not me

bt nw y do i?

arghhh!!

damn it!

at least i bother to tell u that we need to talk..

if i dun

i doubt u would give that suggestion at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!

even now im crying while typin

this post!

hate it!

i really hate u!!!

should have never fall fer u in the first place..

wen my family didnt approve u

i didnt cared n

follwed my stupid heart to be with u..

i regret for not listening to them

ive made them liked u

but tis is wat i get in return?>!!!

accusation n doubtfulness frm u!!

idoit!!

so foolish of me..totally foolish!!

haiz!!

been feeling fucked up fer 4 consecutive day..argh!

dammit!!

Labels: just lettin everythin out

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